A lot has happened since I closed the viewing to this blog. I felt I was no longer sure that what I was projecting was venting or sincere. Since I have done soul searching, growing and a lot of self accepting. Ultimately I am whatever I say I am, no one else gets to dictate nor do I need to live up to other people's expectations. In some ways I just don't fit in to a definite category or fit under a certain label... I can now say that is okay with me.
In other news I am finally attending classes ON CAMPUS. God I missed lecture classes. I am a few weeks in to my Coffee Master training and hopefully will have some exciting news to share within a month, regarding my personal life. (Rachel and I)
What an insanely tough year, 2010. I am on my 8th step and it isn't getting easier, but the quality of my life keeps getting better.